Life feels so weird after i came back, everything seems so tiring to do. Tired of pretending that nothing’s happening.
I wonder if it’s still worth it playing stupid and be ignorant to what’s happening around me.
Staying stagnant without moving forward until we are better, for you.
Keeping track of my food intake on e blog so I can reflect on what i ate throughout e day.
Breakfast- 1 litre cold water, 1/4 cup Milo, 1 slice of brown bread, 3 butter cookies, 1
Caramel cookie.
Lunch- 1.5 servings rice, 3 kaarage, 2 fishballs, long beans with Minch pork and mushrooms with oyster sauce, 3 cups oolong tea.
Dinner- 1 serving rice 1 fishball 2 kaarage and long beans. 2 cups oolong tea.
Supper- tuna toast with olive butter, 1 cup oolong tea.
5 cigarettes.
No one can bring anyone or anything with them when they die.
Ashes to ashes.
If i don’t hope and expect, i don’t get disappointed. I won’t feel that i lost something if i don’t have anything to lose.
I’m letting things go.
I don’t know what to say anymore, i just wanna disconnect and be alone.
I would rather not have anything at all than to lose something day by day.
I need to protect everyone from myself.
Nothing really makes me smile anymore, not even you.
